chin-up!

Gyah!! Blogging seems necessary and inevitable without facebook but to tell you the truth, Twitter has been keeping me sane these past few weeks only because I think I am more of a twitter-er than a facebook-er. I mean, looking at photos and seeing how people are linked to whom or finding someone you haven't seen in a long time is all good and all but sometimes I think enough is enough. No matter how much you look at people, they won't sprout wings or grow fangs so I guess that doesn't excite me anymore. Although, if people did turn into leprechauns overnight or turned an alien martian colour, I would forever be fascinated by the events on facebook.

Its Wednesday - and I have an exam tomorrow. I should be studying avidly like the reputation that is given to the supposed nerd-crazed Biomedders but I think I somehow missed out on that gene. Maybe I have a mutant gene. Either that or it was in one of my X-chromosomes which somehow got silenced - its in a Barr body somewhere... I'm pretty sure of it. Although, that suggests that I am "tabby" for the nerd gene which somehow doesn't seem right. I guess its recessive then.. T_T~ Sigh... I feel crap knowing that I didn't put the effort I should have in this semester especially since I knew I was falling back each time I sat for one of the mid-semester tests. Why did I become this way? Why have I become someone who puts 'play' as a priority over work even in the face of sure suffering? I think its time I change my ways. Its all good to have fun but when fun intrudes on the rest of life, I need to rethink where I am and where I am going to. Maybe I need to shake off the bad influences on me. I was thinking recently that I need to be less selfless - its not good, but I have to make before I give, I can actually give.

You know what? I'm going to have a mid-year resolution. Sorry world - you're going to see less of me. I need to find limits and I better find it fast before I realise I have wasted 3 years of my life to get nothing out of it. Its time to grow up and identify what is actually good in my life and what is wasting me away. I apologise in advance if an area in my life is disposed off but you see, its a game of survival out there. Cat eat dog? Hhhmm~~

Anways, enough of my musings - time to see the Portugal vs. Cote d'Ivoire game.. it seems pretty aggressive!! (>_<)